I've spent the majority of my life hating being a woman. I hate the way men think about women. I hate the way they treat women. Really, I hate people altogether and the majority of my life I've just wanted my life here to end because I hate feelings. I hate feeling like I've upset someone and then I end up hating myself because of my actions. I am a good person so why do I hate myself so much? And why do I look to my partners for validation? Why do I put satisfaction on sexual gratification? Why do I turn into a "dog" personality when I'm in a relationship?